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We work to get into alignment to receive the bountiful wonders that we hold in escrow, just waiting for us to raise our vibrations to accept them coming into our lives.
It's all GOOD! It's all WONDER-FILLED and it's all for YOU!
Appreciating thinness...
The Question was, I want to lose weight so badly, I dont' think anyone will love me until I do! But maybe I should just get over it and get on with my life.
My reply: Good
thoughts! and I SO concur.
I've been in the entertainment biz all my life.. All my life I've been larger
than life (and as someone said, "I just waited for the rest of the world to
catch up to ME.")
Being in the entertainment, publishing biz and now in the light of chauffeussing
ppl around in limo and airport shuttle, there is NEVER a person who isn't fun to
be around.
Why? because *I* am happy, fun to be around and after every ride, I get hugs and
GREAT tips.
It IS all attitude.. OURS.. and nothing outside of us is going to straighten out
the ICK. Only WE can change it. No magazines, no therapy, no.. nothing.
After I joined a couple of BBW groups, I suddenly learned about a lot of fun
things that go on that are PACKED, Standing room only, and so well planned, put
together and worked so well that no one was upset, put down, etc. And guess
what! the MEN who love the larger woman are EVERYWHERE!!!!
When we were playing music on the road full time, there were two strip places
called Big Mama's in Texas.. standing room only with GORGEOUS men who love
larger ladies. No stripper could weigh less than 300 lb and the 'torch singer'
would climb up on a 'reinforced' (ya think!) baby grand and sing all night.
Totally amazing. Rich men, good looking body builders ~ which is who seem to
always want to be around me. Why? Because I'm REAL. So many ppl are over Barbie
Dolls. And I love snuggling up on muscles. But, I digress.
I've never ever found it a hard way to go to find ppl who want to be around me
and love me. Mainly because I'm who I am, take it or leave it. And apparently,
lots of ppl who become incredibly good friends, love being around me. I have
very little drama, am very happy and laugh and make others laugh as well and
enjoy most of whatever is thrown at me and when something really odd is tossed,
yes, sometimes it startles me and I have to figure out how to get back on solid
ground of groovin with life. But it's seldom that happens.
Laura, you continue to swirl in anger, jealousy and wanting stuff you can't
have.. that's not judgemental, that's the observation I have from reading all of
your angst-ridden messages. I still say that you can't welcome others that you
want to love into your life until you are cool w yourself. And what you
continually post is very angry stuff against yourself.
I don't see you doing anything downstream that will make you happy at all. Just
more frantic paddling upstream and it's wearing you out. Just some thoughts and
I hope you understand that BILLIONS of ppl, both men and women are in this
maelstrom of 'I'm not like everyone else'.. well maybe you're not supposed to be
like ANYONE else.. I"m sure not and love it.
The very best to you, Laura, and I mean that with all my heart. I very much want
your life to be as perfect as you desire it to be.
Bekki
Copyright 2009, Bekki Shanklin from her "Thinking All The Time" series
Contact Reverend Bekki at: allowingtheuniverse@earthlink.net